Monday, March 9, 2020

the stops along the way...



“I want to circle ride the E line even though I have an apartment. Under fluorescent bus lighting I want to follow the circle riders as they sleep under thick coarse woolen blankets as they ride in the light and the warmth of the E Line to a hillside encampment, a Church run shelter or a Tiny House village”

Former names of Aurora Avenue, include names like Woodland Park Ave, 1915 - 1930, (Pacific Highway 1)/Highway 99, 1930 - 1969, even State Route 99.

I get on the E line at 3rd Avenue and Pike right outside from the McDonalds on the corner. This is perhaps one of Seattle's most racy bus stops. (That is until the recent shooting in which an innocent nice lady was killed and others were seriously hurt... now it has a formidable police presence…uh better late than....?) Activist, Comedian, Dick Gregory, in his many Youtube political talks would often assert that “ in order to change anything someone hasta die”. The 3rd and Pine shooting and the death of 50-year-old Tanya Jackson from a gunshot wound to the torso clearly illustrates the validity of his assertion.

But before the tragic shooting and SPD face-lift, the last time I was there,a young scruffy bearded Hispanic man was crouched in the doorway of an apartment building, moaning in agony over trying to mix his heroin with the water in the cooker, heat it up, suck it up into the needle and effectively shoot it in his vein all while the wind cold and rain are rushing about him in the busy pace of 3rd Avenue. I've never mainlined but watching him in crisis and distress made me feel fortunate that all though I have my addictions and assorted self-medications none of them are delivered via needle to the vein. I get the feeling you gotta do it just right or your dope gets wasted.

Facing this, the young man was very distressed about sucking it into the needle from the cooker in the rushing wind and rain without spilling it on the sidewalk pavement. As he crouched there fiddling and adjusting his apparatus and cursing the world the rain and himself his arm was bleeding in about 4 places where he had poked himself un-effectively.

At one point a legitimate visitor needed to occupy the small apartment doorway to ring the entry buzzer, in vain and ignored the visiting man had to reach around and over the addict just to access the panel. The visitor politely pleaded to be excused but the addict, focused on his needle, his arm and his cooker, barely budged an inch and remained intensely focused on his arm, his veins, his cooker and his needle and the operation of those tools to relieve his sickness.

An emaciated  Black woman, with an angelic face sits in a borrowed Harborview Hospital wheelchair wearing blue and white striped hospital pj’s beneath a thick heavy blanket. She is almost always there 24 hours a day, with a lighter and piece of foil, either nodded out, smoking the heroin off the foil, or talking with other addicts about how to score some heroin. She is obviously very ill, in her self-medication there is a peace and resolve that conventional hospice settings just can’t offer.  People have blankets and sleep at the bus stop despite it’s busy urban traffic. They slumber unaware and unconscious of all that surrounds them. Addicts share drugs and encourage and support one another, and I’m not talking about co-dependence I’m talking about support. Understand there is a comradery among street people,you do experience random acts of kindness, you do form real friendships, you do actually meet people you feel you can count on either as much or even more than the society of church folks, do gooders, and social service case managers. To the boosters, the junkies, the dealers, this street is either their home or workplace, we just happen to catch the bus there. As the formidable police mobile unit and biker presence has ramped up the regulars like the angelic heroin addict, the cute young earth shoe modern hippie white girl panhandler or the African discount cigarette salesman, these people gradually return and as they do the bikers standing nearby warn them “ keep moving you can’t hang out here”. But the police are ignored. This street is their home. It would be just like if just because someone was shot at your house you couldn’t stay there anymore. And every time you went home and put the key in the door, went inside and reclined in your lazy boy, a police officer came walking up in your living room and warned you: “ you can’t hang out here”. Well where can I go? 

In this melting pot of Amazon employees, retail workers, street people, hustlers and the indigent everyone waits for the bus just as if none of all the activity that is going on around them is really happening.

Starting from this point, 3rd and Pine, you can look at the way someone is dressed, and by their clothing, race and accessories almost predict the stop they will get off at. The most exclusive and expense addresses tend to occur prior to crossing the Aurora Bridge. At the Galer and Lynn Street stops most of the well dressed urban professionals and higher level managers get off and head down the hill towards South Lake Union and their well appointed expensive condos or town homes.                                                                                                                 

On the other side of the bridge layed out beneath the eastern side of Lake Union we come to the North 46th Stop which services the Fremont neighborhood. The eclectic and trendy Fremont neighborhood with it’s hipster bars, eateries and music venues is so decidedly bourgeois liberal that in a central neighborhood community square the community hosts a giant statue of Lenin purchased from the former Soviet Union. 

This is well established respectable people territory of liberal party tavern and bar goers in an artsy high end renters setting. At the Woodland Place N & N 65th St we are coming into the Phinney/Greenlake area also a traditional upper middle class homeowner type neighborhood and high end renters community. At North 65th Street we are coming to the end of the Greenlake area, which is another desirable address which just happens to be near Aurora Avenue, (a distinction all of these neighborhoods would rather not be associated with ) 


By Linden Ave N & N 72nd St we finish off with the Greenlake community so by now  most all the folks with iphone 11's, and acr-teryx $500 down jackets have comfortably deboarded. From here on the bus gradually starts getting more brown, more homeless, more indigent, more poor white trash, and more criminal underclass. Seattle is a city that is divided up by class, irrespective of race. Liberal or conservative any normal white person would gladly accept a dinner invitation from Oprah!

Saturday, December 14, 2019

To the Emerald City...


The morning commuters on the E line, timeline 6 am, are mostly middle class White and Asian mid-level managers, of course the crowd may also contain a smattering of the working class ethnics, Blacks and Hispanics such as me. Everyone has a, work id badge swinging from a lanyard or clipped to a belt, a hot coffee, a briefcase or backpack and are busily punching away on a phone or laptop.

At night, however, after about 11 pm, after everyone that has a job and a place to call home has gone there for the night a radically different crowd slowly emerges, takes over and transforms the bus, the route and the many stops along the way north. This emerging crowd are the hapless and homeless, of all colors that make up Seattle's rapidly growing derelict underclass. Like day changing in to night this fog of vice and misery overtakes the bus, the streets and sidewalks along the route as seats are consumed by wheeled travel luggage, sleeping bags, cardboard signs, thick gray woven wool blankets and baby strollers pushing crippled old dogs. Some homeless scoff at storage. They enjoy the independence and security of carting all the belongings they need to survive on a daily basis outside in the cold or hot from day to day. At each stop 50 year old men lumber BMX bikes onto the bike rack while spotted faced meth heads wearing 4 dirty coats, 3 pairs of pants with dirty underwear and no socks squeak wet tennis shoes against the rubber matted floor of the great traveling monster we commonly call the E line. There faces, arms, hands and fingernails are crusted beneath weeks of blood dirt and vile. People do more than just wait for the bus at E line bus stops they cover themselves with umbrellas or blankets and light meth bubble pipes in clandestine public view. Hookers and boyfriends gather to smoke talk and organize the belongings in their luggage, they groom and redress themselves, hang out, or just take a break from life. Late night commuters stand back. They give them the space they have earned. They understand that the Aurora bus shelters are the living rooms of the homeless, the hookers, the strung out and the lost.

These night folk look tired and desperate.They are hookers who passed retirement age decades ago, young sleepy runaways,  and scar spotted meth addicts court one another hustling to find another shard of a drug that makes one believe everything is perfect and wonderful despite the environmental situation at hand. They board the bus but they have no destination. These are very dangerous people with no fear of jail or even a beating. A man with nothing to lose fears and respects nothing. He's not a stake holder. Arrows merely bounce off his chest like a superman. The E line is a destination unto itself. It flows and slithers down Aurora for more than 10  miles searching northward, Highway 99, our own urban freeway. This night crew is boarding the bus with no destination. The number 7, the 124, the E Line, these are mobile motels. Fare enforcement officers have gone home for the evening so the coast is clear, just don't forget to bring your heavy gray woolen blanket you stole from the shelter the night before. Metro must know. I think some of the drivers even empathize with the "circle riders". Not too long ago one night as I circle rode the number 7, when we got to the end of the line the driver didn't even force us to get off a tacit acknowledgement that he knew we were just riding to nowhere.

If I were new to Seattle someone might tell me to avoid Aurora Avenue although it may be the surest bet to find a cheap motel and a low cost meal. But for those housed in the many cheap motel rooms along the way life is a desperate proposition as they hustle for money to self-medicate and pay the nightly rent of $80 or more. And without the $80 nightly entry fee, the 11 am check out time comes early especially after an all night meth binge.

The history of Aurora Avenue reads like an Amityville horror highway novel. Needless to say what started out as a logging road in the 1850's, later became a state highway, and finally a strip mall littered urban hoe stroll.

I grew up in Seattle coming to know 3 central core neighborhoods, Beacon Hill, the CD and Capitol Hill. But after 2 1/2 years of living homeless I look at my new DESC studio apartment on 96th and Aurora Ave as gift from heaven. There is a mental privacy one needs. In this semi-isolation one can think sane and clear thoughts. Being crowded together with lotsa people in shelters isn't just uncomfortable or inconvenient it is , to me at least, an incubator of insanity. I was kicked out of Seattle's central core for failing the economics test of getting a good enough job to be able to rent and survive there. I will someday make my way back to the core Seattle area by a combination of rental subsidies and higher wage opportunities. But where I am is great. It is brand new and many of my building neighbors trash the neighborhood, trash the building and trash their own apartment up to the point that when they move a HAZMAT team must be called in. When I am a block away I already know what the 24 hour supportive staff has served for dinner in the dining room. I know because even from a block away chicken bones and pasta salad is strewn up and down the sidewalk.

For some reason people love animals more than people. So we have a lot of dogs at my building. Unfortunately, those little green bags that you use to pick up the poop - no one uses those. So in addition to lotsa fresh rat food up and down the block and in the apartment courtyard (the overflow of the daily breakfast and dinner we are served, even though we have kitchens) , from the beginning of the block to the front door of the building is a mine field of accumulated dog feces. Uh .....don't ask me why our neighbors don't like us. DESC has given a whole new motivation to the dispassionate catcall: " Not in my back yard!"  If I was a property owner in my neighborhood I would be very upset that this new building with all these dysfunctional people in it, are lowering my property value, property I would like to pass on to my descendants, so in this sense we are taking food from the mouths of our neighborhood children!

So why am I so happy to be on Aurora Avenue, ( the ass crack of Seattle)? Because I watched a conservative documentary one night called " Seattle is Dying", and at the end of this documentary a radical solution is proposed. A solution which is a long way from Seattle and Aurora and even a long way from freedom and justice. They show you a helicopter shot of the old McNeil Island prison complex and the narrator proposes that all the dysfunctional, drugged out, homeless, self-medicators be housed there until they can get off drugs and learn to support themselves. Just like I usta always tell my late wife "Baby , recognize, it can always get worse"